INSIDE MY HEAD
Death waits to embrace me,
And in my captors eyes I could see.
Reflection of my own naked hatred,
And love concealed beneath a veil of dirt.
The cold wind now sweeps across my face,
And I feel something crawl on my neck.
As I remember our old time,
When I held you all through the night.
Vengeance, I cherished as a weapon all the way,
Used it every time to kiss my love away.
I think I have forgotten the taste of life,
Except the vague recollection of our cool December nights.
I am haunted by the silhouette of hers,
DON’T want to remember her fake tears.
I could do myself good with a sip of wine,
Though there’s nothing to whine about and I feel fine.
Dusty have my feet become,
With her hands as I took the run.
With her own lips she fed me her sweet lies,
Her incoherent whispers now as it muffles with my cries.
You took from me everything that I had,
Everything I had dreamt, you burnt it away.
You used me without a single remorse,
Till I lay soulless on my porch.
Your angel face and those beautiful green eyes,
Were they the only ones which made me fall for your lies?
I was a fool to get it all wrong,
Should have known it was a game for you all along.
Shadows of our past still remains,
Even though I can see what we had in flames.
There’s no one left whom I could blame,
Even the cold wind has ceased and left me all alone