INSIDE MY HEAD
We all have some moments to cherish in our lives, if we reflect upon it we will see that it had been the time when we had no expectations, we were just living. What remains are just memoirs of those smiles. When I remember my life in Vikas (the college where I did my intermediate years) what I remember most is sitting in canteen, talking with friends (cursing the food, rooms and anything we could think of) and waiting for the Sunday movie to start. It’s really what I valued and that’s what remained in my mind, smiles on those faces.
The decision (to join vikas) that I thought to be a disaster taught me things that I would never forget. Now all those who is thinking about the serious stuffs (like being human, truths of life); it’s nothing like that. It just taught me that food can get much worse than you can imagine, it taught me to value freedom (outing in a fortnight, God Forbid!).
I am deviating now, so I was talking of joy. Yesterday, I was taking an evening walk; it was a windy evening and the feeling of the wind against your face as you walk, i can hardly describe it. It really clears your mind and helps you think. Cool breeze sweeping across your face and few noises to disturb you out of your trance. Just spare some time for yourself, sit by the riverside and listen to what the water have got to tell you, walk on a silent hill road or just give the road a visit in the early morning and you will feel better than ever, complete in a way. Listen to the whispers of the nature and you won’t need a psychiatrist to help you out of your depression. Be a healer; your healer…………
The silence and the peace are two things which could never be set apart. I never told anyone to be a loner; I love to have friends and I really value them. But I am holding onto something unknown and it gives me happiness. As is often said, some things are best enjoyed in solitude. In your busy schedule, just save some time for yourself. Give it a try, next time you are alone on a cool day; close your eyes and feel the breeze against your skin and tell me how you feel,tell me if you feel like smiling.