INSIDE MY HEAD
“I am an old man now, filled with regrets. Waiting to die alone”
I know how it will end,
Not the way it had began.
There would neither be tears nor memories,
Besides me would lay my unread diaries.
I am not afraid, I am strong
That’s what everyone thought all along.
No one ever saw the hollowness inside me
As if I was alone sailing on a silent sea.
There is no one who would cry on my death bed
No one would ever be sad
There would be no one to kiss my dead fingers
On my grave there would be no one who would choose to linger
Some say it always ends like this
In silence and misery
But I know the day
Silence is the one with whom I would lay